Six Weeks, by CrutchesForTheSoul (2025)

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there was this girl who painted her dreams, far removed from any social scene. One gray night she let herself see she couldn't reconcile her thoughts with reality.but she stayed. and never leftI knew a guy who always did what he was told. Though be questioned he couldn’t dare break the mold. and as the years rolled by he collected many things. a wife and kids and a big house with a swing. on the outside things were looking fine. but to him his options had dwindled before his eyes. now He knew he had to make a choice, stay and fester or learn to fly, so he did.and damn the consequences, cause it's just me.

2.

we came and went this way, so you tell me. but I've been waiting for you all too long. I know it makes no sense. but when I feel you lying next to me, I don't try to watch the time though I know the sun is setting but you know I just hope that I go blind.I felt you pull away from me. I wish I could say I don't mind but you know just how I can be when I feel I'm losing what is mine. you say I'm too naive and you know what you're right. But still, that doesn't mean I shouldn't try.

3.

tell me all those years have gotta count for something. tripping over yourself and you think your nothing. tell me all your fears and I'll know what you're thinking. tell me what you need, and I'll give it to you right now.tell me you believe you won't fall for the same tricks. your old enough to see that you really fucking hate him. you don't wanna see but that's the way the game is. so you have to be enough to be enough to right now

4.

hey! it's been a while since you've been. the kind of person I could call a friend. you can't always have it your way. but guess what, I can sure as hell have it be minewhen I see you on my street I turn my head and pretend I'm blindwhen I see you on my street I turn my head and pretend I'm blindhey! it can't always be my mistake. like your perfect? aint it all the same.when I see you on my street I turn my head and pretend I'm blindwhen I see you on my street I turn my head and pretend I'm blind

5.

when you, you cannot see me and millions of people out there don't know what you mean, and you, you cannot hear me. just know that some things out there aren't quite what they seem.you, you cannot hear me I bark and I plead but you don't hear a damn thing. you why'd you pick me. if I can't be seen just fucking let me be freeyou, you cannot see me and millions of people out there don't know what you mean. and you, you cannot hear me, but I know somewhere out there someone will want me

6.

Lucy said Shes seen it in her dreams. but how could I guide you if I haven't gone. Is seven years long enough to believe. well, if not just crucify me next to your god and watch me bleed.Burn every incense but lavender and peach. Spill that wine all over your white sheets. Let that stain remind you about me and all those nights beside you that you didn't mean. But they meant so much to me.Now every night I lie awake and don't dream. I think of all the times that can never be. Suicides to final for me but I still can't find out what I need. it's so far away from me.

7.

Wait now just come and sit here by my side. You're always searching looking towards the next sunrise. Why can't you see what's right Infront of your eyes.I hate how. I hate how you feign surprise and left me drifting sifting through the truth and lies. I can't believe it when you say your fine.

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And I see you now like I'm looking through the rear view. And I know myself but I could never be myself around you. And I wish you could dream.And I wish I could lend you my eyes and gaze in the mirror. Wipe away the fog, get a look at the real picture, Cause I don't know how it works.